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Im finally a Senior WOOT lol umm so far its ok...some classes r really hard at the moment but i will get the swing of things soon...
umm i dont really know what else to write about so yea im gonna go...
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[22 Aug 2005|12:12pm] |
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Hmm lets see...
finished with all the vacations they were both awsome, and id love to do it again lol
umm Swimming practice started today...we have a new coach this year...practice was ok i have to go back tonight 7-8pm for more practice lol two practices a day...8-10am then 7-8pm and my sister has practice from 3-6pm which sucks cuz its kind of a pain in the ass lol...
well im kinda sore so im gonna go put ice on my shoulders lol they hurt the most :-P its kinda funny to watch me move my arms lol ill get used to it eventually
bye bye
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lets see havnt done this in awhile...sorry...i havnt been home lol
Well i went on a cruise to the Bahamas with my mom, stepdad and sister, and it was amazing, the ship was huge and the guys were hott lol, and the beach at one of the islands was like looking through glass, it was beautiful...it was something i will never forget...on the way back from the cruise we stopped in TN and went to the smokey mountians that was awsome too, i know why they call them smokey lol, then we come home and i was home for a few days
Then i went to the Yankees game against the angels with my dad, sister and grandpa that was fun, the Yankees won YAY, i am a secret yankees fan lol...then i came home again and for a few days and left and went back to florida with my dad and sister, we went to disney, yes im 17 but i still had fun lol...i learned how to draw some disney characters lol they actually look like the character haha who knew im talented ;) lol...well i just got home last night at around 2 am...the flights were delayed b/c of the weather and air traffic lol tahts funny, and also b/c of plane problems but yup i got home finally
Lets see nothing interesting is going on for the rest of the summer i dont believe, swimming starts soon YAY i cant wait i have been dying to go swimming for ever..i miss it i really do...tomorrow i have a knee doctors appt. and i havnt been doing my knee excersizes so i dont know what the doctor is gonna tell me, prolly gonna get a lecture again lol...o well
well im gonna go now its kinda late
good bye until next time
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[22 Jun 2005|07:13pm] |
hahaha yesterday was my birthday i am 17...i made this journal 2 years ago WOW thats a long time haha...yea well im bored
im almost finished with regents exams 2 down 1 to go ;) hehe..i got the 2 hard ones done, chemistry and global...tomorrow is math...they were all in a fricken row it sucked...my brain is like fried now but o well...
uh nothing else is really going on...going on the cruise in a few weeks YAY hehe i cant wait..its going to be so much fun, then after that im going to florida so that will be fun too
well im gonna go now byez!
o and everyone have a good summer ;)
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Lets see since the last time i updated....Ive been really busy haha yea...
Umm went to prom with keith it was fun....spent half the time inline getting group pictures...I highly sugest if u get a group picture ONLY do it once...yea i got in a group pic 2 times..the first time there were just 14 of us then another friend wanted us in their group picture too and yea there was 20+ in that one so it took forever :P....but hey its all good...well it only took like an hour an a half but its all good...after prom and such we went to after prom party and i was like dead haha so i kinda just layed on the floor at the place and rested...ummm hmmm....then kieth brought me home at around 6:00 am so i went home my mom talked to me for a few i hung up my prom dress cuz i didnt do that the first time i came home to get dressed, then i hit my pillow and was out and woke yup at like noon cuz i couldnt sleep any longer..yup that was prom all in a nut shell...haha i had more fun than it sounds :P
Lets see, school is almost out, YAY...in like a week im going to be a senior now thats scary...everything is happening way to fast sometimes i wish i could just stop time, but unfortunantly that cant happen
well padgent was this weekend, it was fun i guess, i made $100 helping the picture guys take pics of bands...hehe i got to order ppl around so fun haha..and it was only for like 3-4 hours yea baby haha, easiest $100 i have ever made hehehe
well i guess thats good for now...buh bye
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[11 Apr 2005|06:49pm] |
My 14 year old sister wrote this poem for school and i read it and i liked and thought it was good so im gonna post it so everyone can read it =P...
You say that we are best friends
but do you really mean it?
Why don't you ever believe in me?
Why do you always make me feel bad?
You say that you're my best friend
but how can I believe it?
We have known eachother forever
And now I barely know anything about you
You have changed so much
We both have new friends
But just the thought of us not being so close kills me
You say that we will always be friends
but can I still believe that?
We fight a lot
Sometimes is brings us closer together
Sometimes it doesn't
I don't know what to do anymore
I really need a friend right now
but can I rely on you to be there for me?
You say that you're my bestfriend
but how can I believe that?
And, I'd rather have a true friend...
Bridgette
lol yea i thought it was an ok poem....beter than the poems i have ever written =P
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[24 Mar 2005|04:00pm] |
hmm well lets see....
i have friday and monday off from school...yup thats cool i guess, i prolly wont have anything to do unless something just comes up...oo friday night im gonna hang out with a bunch of ppl yup..
yea im bored...i wanna go shoppin lol....and do some other things but im not really sure what..
ok this is one of my favorite songs now...
Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
So lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll
Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll
Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely
Yup i like that song so i decided to put that in here....
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[22 Mar 2005|04:36pm] |
Im on the verdge of exhastion...i dont think i spelt either one of those words right but i dont care...i can barly keep my eyes open...yup...this sucks and tonight i cant go to bed til way late either cuz i wont be home til 9:30 and i will have lots of homework left to do
well lets see prom is like 2 months away hehe i cant wait...i hope it will be a lot of fun yup
Ok yea i need sleep for real i fell asleep in chemistry today in global and i think thats about it today...global is 2 mods lol i coudlnt keep my eyes open
well enough for today buh bye
ooo and juniors came in 3rd for spirit week...we shoulda at least came in 2nd b/c b4 the dance thingy we were in first...o well
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[17 Mar 2005|03:46pm] |
OK yea i havnt done this in awhile
this week was spirit week...
Monday was caracter day and me and some friends dressed up as dalmations lol
Tuesday was Boys verses Girls...Guys had to wear pink/polka-dot/floral, Girls plaid/checkers and messy hair...lol i had my hair in a ponytail so heather and carrie decided to mess it up some...
Wednesday was decade day- Freshmen 1980's, Sophmores 1970's, Juniors 1960's, seniors 1960's
Thursday (today)- color day F-orange, S-yellow, J-green, S-Maroon of course
and today was also activity day lol it was fun the Juniors won tug-o-war for guys and girls...umm we came in 2nd alot too...as far as i know the last time we were winning according to points not sure about after the games or not...the seniors cheated...like always but like last year they complained(they were juniors) that the seniors were cheating so they r like we r gonna win WITHOUT cheating..so when they were loosing this year they got all pissy..lol it was great...and this is the FIRST time that we r either winning or in 2nd lol normally our class has like NO spirit but this year we all dressed up pretty much...GO CLASS OF 06
well yea we had a half day today it was cool no school tomorrow and tonight is the dance thingy that im going to go to to get the juniors more points lol
well im off ill do this later
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[07 Mar 2005|03:43pm] |
ok today we got 5 week averages and all of my class averages went up im so happy! i went from a 77 to an 88 in chemisty, an 84 to 92-93 in math (dont know how that got down to an 84 to begin with), a 79 to 80 in global lol, a 76 to 79 in english....yup thats all my main classes for this year...im happy ive been working my ass off to get those grades up to the 80's and i guess its paying off...now its time to work on the 90's.....LOL right....
i really dont know what to put in this anymore....i have already gone on and on about prom enough to the point were IM sick of going on and on about it....i mean i could probably go on and on about high school dramma LOL b/c there is so much....
i have a weird taste in my mouth for some reason lol...that was random...
well im going to go buh bye
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[02 Mar 2005|07:24pm] |
well i had an entry in here from last night but the computer was being totally GAY
HAHAHA wow...weird convo im having with a friend lol....
ok yea i dont know what to talk about really
im bored out of my mind...u know that cant be a good thing...im 16 years old and im always bored...hmmm o well
well im out bye
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[27 Feb 2005|04:31pm] |
ok well lets see...
i got my prom dress...its SOOO pretty i love it...it makes me look like a princess...o wait i AM a princess hehehe...
umm well i really dont know what else to write about...oo i went to FH friday...carrie, amanda, steph, kristi, keith, and whole bunches of other ppl where there...i dance with keith 2 times YIPPIE...hehe it was fun..i had fun but like my knee was hurting me afterwards...i think i was being WAY to stupid lol...kristi, amanda and i played pool...LOL haha amanda and i have no idea how to play but kristi can so she won of course...at least i HIT the balls, amanda just missed em all lol....well she hit some...lol it was fun yup it was
well im done for now bye bye
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[23 Feb 2005|07:37pm] |
Ok today my sister had an ortho appt. so i went with them and my mom let me drive...and on the way home my mom told me to stop at the gas station and get gas so i did...and she wanted me to go pump the gas so i could learn...So she sat in the car and gave me instructions, and she said OK take the thing out and stick it in the hole and pump it......ok now take the thing and put it back where it belongs...so i got back in the car and my mom said "so now u know how to pump gas" and then my sister said "yea u gave her sex instructions mom"
LOL haha..i love my mom she is the greatest
this week so far has been pretty boring tho...i didnt do anything really..i was gonna go to the movies with steph yesterday but no her mom was being mean...then i was gonna go with her and keith but no there werent any good movies playin and we werent quit sure if keith was gonna go or not
well im going shopping tomorrow for my prom dress with my mom, carrie and her mom and possibly heather if she ever finds out if she can come...so yea i hope i find a dress i like....
well im out for now cya
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[20 Feb 2005|08:21pm] |
Hmmm....check out the new layout isnt it hot lol?? I'd like to thank miss jessica for re-doing it...she did a good job :) i like it thanks :D
well for some reason im happy today...i guess tahts a goood thing...all though i cant eat anything without felling really sick to my stomach...but i havnt thrown up yet so i guess thats a plus right?? lol
well 2morrow i have to go to the dentist...and tuesday do community service for the school yup i have 5 hours done out of 15 by the end of my senior year...i plan on getting a lot so i can try to get a scolorship (not sure how to spell it)...but yea...ive been told since im on the NHS its easier to get scolorships...i dont know how true taht is but it would be awsome if i could get some...
watch out world...here i come ;)
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Im gonna run away to the mall and hide in one of the beds in a store and be in heaven for ever. I could get any shoe i wanted and not spend money and return them b4 they all come back. I'd never leave. I'd take a shower in the sinks in the bathrooms and eat friendly's ice cream. When i needed sexual attention from a guy id kidnap one of the hot ones take advantage and then set him free. If he was real good id keep him and make him stay. I could listen to all the music i wanted and not have to pay money. I could use computers too. I could rollerblade up and down the halls in the mall when everyone leaves. I could play dress up and pretend I was a princess. If i needed a prince id kidnap one tie him to a chair so he couldnt run off, then show him the time of his life...so he'd stay...
LOL i got really bored and told that ot a friend..i thought it was funny so i decided to put it in here...not only that it would be like heaven to live in the mall...id have everything i needed..
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[19 Feb 2005|12:25pm] |
Do not dwell on your losses, but concntrate upon the part of your performance that limited your excellence.
Ability is what you're capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do. Attitude determines how well you do it.
Success is 1% inspiration, 99% perspiration. Failure, on the other hand, is 1% inspiration, 99% flop sweat.
Opportunities are never lost. They are taken by others.
yeah well i thought these 4 quotes were pretty cool...so i put them in here if u dont like em then u dont have to read them
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[12 Feb 2005|06:11pm] |
I have been sitting here thinking, yes i get in lots of trouble when i start thinking...
I have been thinking about all the times i have messed things up in life...and it hurts, y do i have to be such a fuck up? it hurts that i cant do anything right EVER....it really hurts
It really hurts when u fall for someone who doesnt feel the same way....its so easy to fall for a person but once u hit bottem....its hard to get back up
well on to something else....my dad gave my sister and i a lot of chocolate for valentines day...yes it will last me for like ever
tomorrow is my moms birthday she will be 41, i have to remember to make her a card and call her at work to wish her a happy birthday tomorrow
damn y is it that when im happy for a few days the next day im in tears, i hate it whats wrong with me?? why cant i just always be happy :(
</3 ashley
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[10 Feb 2005|04:19pm] |
hmm lets see....nothing good really has been going on in my life sence the whole prom thing lol
im going bowling saterday with Carrie, Steph, Alicia, Keith?, Robert? depending if those 2 boys can go...lol im being forced to go so well it gives me somthing to do...but yea saterday is like packed...i have to babysit from uh 9am-5pm..then go home for like a few min. then go to carries house at uh 7:30-8 then go bowling at 9pm then stay there for a few hours i think..im not really sure how long lol...then back to carries then be home sunday sometime....hmmmmm well yea
ok i really dont know what else to write in here...my life is pretty boring lol
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well i have a date to prom...its all really funny actually....i asked keith and well hes a senior so it was my job to ask being as how its my prom and what not but anways...i was gonna do it like 5 times id get up and walk past and chicken out...so like finally my friends r like r u gonna ask him or not and i was like ill just ask him online then that way if he says no he wont see me cry....so they r like ok u better ask him this weekend or i will do it monday....yea ive been tryin to ask him for weeks now ans just putting it off...so then i was like well i should ask him in person b/c its more proper...so they r like ok and they went and got him lol and brought him to the column thingys in the school and sat down and i went over with my other 2 friends who had lunch with us and i sat next to keith then i sat there for a few minutes got elbowed in the side by heather and was like ok ill ask...so i said "keith i gotta ask u a question" and as soon as i said that my 4 lovely friends stopped their talkin to make sure id ask and he said "ok" then i said "will u go to prom with me" and he said pretty much right away "sure"..i was like yay...later on that day i found out pretty much that he was planning on it the whole time...hehe..im so happy i cant wait.
yes kelly one of my friends who was there said they all stopped breathing to hear me ask..if u knew me really well ud know that this whole simple thing was extremly hard for me...i was shaking
well yes that made my day so i decided to put that in here...well im off for now goodbye
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